remember, remember december.

Wow, time goes on soooo slow! It's only been four weeks since the greatest week ever. Which is depressing. I can't wait until summer. Seriously, I just need a break already. And seriously, we need Zane back. Hahah.


I'm freaking out for finals; especially my Individual Oral Presentation for English. Ten whole minutes in front of the class? I don't think I'll be able to survive. 

I'm freaking out about when I'll possibly be able to fit in the time to take my driver's test. This week will be cram sessions all day, e'rrday, trying to re-learn the entire semester. I don't even remember what we did at the beginning of the year. Heck, I can barely remember what we did last week. 

I'm freaking out about IB. It's quite intimidating at times, and I don't know how I'm going to do on these exams at the end of the year. Especially chemistry, oh my goodness. But I am DETERMINED to get a good score on my calc test. I don't care what it takes, I'm not letting math get the best of me this time. 


I'm freaking out about next year. I don't want to be a senior; I don't want to graduate. School, no matter how much I hate it at times, is my other home. I don't know how to not go to school. All my closest friends will be split apart. How am I going to live? Not to mention the fact that though college sounds somewhat like a relief, it also sounds like diving into a whole new experience, not knowing what to expect. And that scares me. 


&I'm freaking out about what I'm going to eat tomorrow morning...hahahah.