things i'll never say.

To a few different people, who I won't mention.
The things I wish I could say, but can't. I just felt like getting stuff out...

1) You are absolutely amazing. You're a great friend to me, even when I'm not as good of one to you, and I'm forever grateful. You're always supportive and encouraging of others, even if you aren't towards yourself. You've gone through a lot of hard times and I wish I could just tell you how much I admire you for staying strong. I know that if I were you, I wouldn't be able to keep going. You mean the world to me.
2) You're hilarious! Though I haven't known you long, I know I can count on you and look up to you. Thanks for "taking care of me," too. I'll miss you next year.
3) You think you're all that, but you're really not. Quit trying to be the center of attention, and stealing other people's stage. Don't think that just because you're getting by like this now, you'll be able to get by like this later.
4) I better make varsity.
5) Please, just go away.
6) I can't begin to explain how much I adore you. You are absolutely brilliant. I don't know what I'd do without you in my life. Thanks for always cheering me up and being there for me. You know just what to say to brighten up my day.
7) I want to grow up to be just like you. You're the best.
8) I really admire the way you care for others, me included. Thanks for always taking the time to just simply check in on how my day went, or how I'm feeling.
9) I'm only sorry for not ending it earlier.
10) I only wish I met you earlier. Time moves way too fast. I don't know what I'll do when the time comes for you to leave. You're the only person I've ever felt this way about. You make me shaky, make my tummy do flips, and make my heart beat fast. I'm going to miss you.